There's chaos all around, but we are getting used to it now. One of the battle we are fighting right now is about not knowing how to feel.

There are people who have faced some extreme conditions like loosing their parents to this pandemic, loosing job, facing financial crisis, running to hospital day in and out, not even being able to bid goodbye to dear ones.

But on the other hand there are people who are moving on smoothly in their life, nothing wrong in that I guess as time has not stopped and these days won't come back. So they are learning skills, working out and transforming their physique , getting married,etc.

Then there are people stuck at neutral for like a year. Living the same routine, day after day, staying at home (privileged to stay at home), just getting daily chores done. Not being productive and not having excuses to justify that. Not getting any positive news or lucky enough to not get any negative news either. Not sure if they should be thankful for not facing extremities or worried for taking so long to figure out they should have utilized the time more efficiently. But I guess the battle is between bad and worst here, so feeling a little low and unsure is still better.